The Blitz

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:28:02 GMT

I've just been trying to catch up with some things but I have literally less than two minutes left and we're leaving again in like 10 minutes so I just wanted to say hi, bye, I love you all and I'm thinking of you!

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:30:43 GMT

Ommmgggg, what the helllll, I just remembered I used to talk to ghosts when I was a kid. Ahahaha, I'm not in the right mindset right now to comprehend this.

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 03:46:17 GMT

All I can think that I would care to resolute is that I will grow more this year than I did last.

Like, if I could just get an inch taller I would be so happy.

Jk, jk lololololol. You know what I mean.

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:12:32 GMT

It's funny how some emotions can make you physically sick. I feel very nautious. Not because of emotion but I just ate some cookies and the sugar is making me sick for one and then such emotions you get from reading are collecting with it and I reallyreally feel like puking right about now. Aaaaah, save me.

Bake-it Wizarding Style? OH YES

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:42:55 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms. Rowling and Harry Potter!! =D

So, judging by a date that was revealed in the Chamber of Secrets when Harry was 12, its suggested he was born in 1980. So that would mean Harry is 28 today. And Ms. Rowling is 43.

Ah, I'm totally gonna have to bake something and read more today. If I bake, I'll totally post pics.

Zomg, should I get in my wizarding uniform, too?

Actually, I'm not in the mood. But I might have to pull out my cloak, at least?

EHHHHHeh.

Unrelated, this is really disturbing. Article about a man who stabbed repeatedly and decapitated another man on a bus.

And what's more disturbing? Why the fuck didn't ANYONE try and stop him? It sounds to me like everyone was just freaked and trying to get off the bus. And all these people couldn't like...do something?

Yeah, 3rd entry today. ._.

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 01:29:09 GMT

If only we could eat like every meal was our last. I'm liking the sound of John Elliot's.

Respect to the dead.

The Madness of Mr. Crouch

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 23:57:08 GMT

Oh, and Harry Potter is awesome. Is anyone else reading an HP book as of now? I'm still floating casually through GoF.

I've discovered I can't read in quiet settings. During the day when I'm the only one home, at least. It's like my mind has to have more than one focus and when it's complete silence I always lose focus on the book and go into my own thoughts. So public places or reading with the TV on makes it easier for me to concentrate on the book. I find that interesting.

I'm trying this life-style eating habit in which you separate your lunch and dinner meals into a total of 4 small meals. It's nice because then you know you're not overdoing the amount of calories your body can use at that time but when I'm eating once every 2 hours or so (even small portions) I feel like I'm being a pig.

Yeah, I know, get over it.

Harry Potter has been the Wizard of the Month on JK's site for probably 7-8 months now? Maybe he's getting Wizard of the Year for saving the world. =D

I was gonna write something else but I don't remember what.

K, then I'm gonna go drink some of my juice and read more HP.

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 23:40:06 GMT

Goodness gracious, I see these people walking with big backpacks, looking unshowered with outside-worn skin and all floating on a cloud.

I'm so jealous. ._.

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 00:04:56 GMT

Isn't it interesting that when people think that aliens may exist, they assume that they are both smarter and more strongly equiped than the earth? Now, I'm not saying that's likely or unlikely, if there are aliens I don't know how weak or strong they are.

But what if they were hostile, came and attacked earth and the earth finally came together as one- and bombed the aliens out of the earth's skies?

Of course, if that happened people would still assume more stronger/smarter aliens exist that will come back for revenge and blow the earth away.

I got a bug bite and it's really, really annoying.

Saw the Dark Knight twice in it's first week and I'm itching to see it again already.

No pun intended. Really.

dududuh.

Who the FUCK is missing their foot??? SHITTT

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:26:05 GMT

2nd foot this week, and 6th in total, found off west coast...

Yeah. Severed human feet are washing up on the coast of British Columbia. I don't know about you but---think about it!!! It's fucking disturbing!!! Ahhh.

6 severed feet in the past year, all of them have been right except one left. And the left did not "match" with any of the right.

Look at it logically. Why did these people lose their feet? Chances are someone cut them off, right? (One person's who was "'cut on a straight line' just three to four inches above the ankle". That would be the most recent one to be found on the beach...)

The feet are washing in, so the people must be out. But, again, why the feet? Are they stranded and choosing to cut of their own feet to set out and let people find? Or is it people who have been captured by the creepy killer who snags people off their boats while they're boating (lures?) and then severs their feet to make sure they can't get away? Okay, that's totally the horror movie in me talking, but what else could it be? Hahaha.

Dude, SERIOUSLY.

CREEPY!!!

shitshitshitSHIT

Mon, 05 May 2008 00:29:40 GMT

I'm honestly scared and soso stressed now. My laptop isn't cooperating, it won't turn on - it tries to but it shuts down everytime before it even gets to the log-on page. Ahhhh. Honestly? I don't give a shit if I lose my computer!!! I just want my songs! Over 3,000 songs and I don't want to lose them. I KNEW I should've gotten an external hardrive. But there's still hope, I guess. If my computer is unfixable hopehopehope that the files can still be recovered. I have my English essay that I need to turn on it, too, and that sucks fuckfuckfuck but I don't even care about the essay when I think about the music. DDD= THE MUSIC IS MY LIFE. I SWEAR, EVERYDAY I'M PURELY CONSUMED IN MUSIC. AHHHHH.I'll give my computer up, all the pictures (though that's heartbreaking) I just need my music. adlkfja;sdjf;sadfaow39'rtwjf;oijgoisdfa;sdf

Oolala, Daniel Radcliffe~~~

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:36:59 GMT

Equus will be touring New York when I plan on being there. ;D Oh, I'm totally gonna try.

I haven't even had previous interest but if I have the money I might have to do it out of convenience. Weee'll see.

I Feel.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:19:56 GMT

I feel like getting these thoughts out. I'm not really writing this intending for anyone to read it, it's to organize these little thoughts crowding my mind. It's another slight college-issue but less of a passionate "I hate" kind of post.

I've been feeling very motivated lately. The warm weather gets me to go on more walks, I went for a walk/run a couple days ago. It felt great. I feel motivated to compose music, to finally get to recording as my guitar teacher has been urging me to do so for so long.

(("How do you like this sound?"
"Eh...I like this one more for some reason."
"That's because you're eccentric. I like that."))

I feel motivated to start things and to put my heart into it and to strive and to do something great and to utterly tire myself out on but in a fulfilling way, something I can be proud of and show and feel accomplished about.

But this is where I am, here. Unmotivated in school work. I've been keeping up fairly okay in my English class, better than usual. But I still procrastinate until the last minute because I have no will at all to do homework until I absolutely must. Because I dread it so. And I know it feels better to get it out of the way and then I could spend time on the things I want. But I don't get it done earlier rather than later and I can't focus on music because I'm thinking, "well, I don't have my homework done so I shouldn't be doing music right now." Because I'll feel even more stressed being productive, productive with the things that are, well, long-term priorities but not the immediate priorities. So instead I hide from stress.

I've known this is an issue of mine for a long time. I just wish I could be motivated with school work. Ultimately, it would make everything in life much easier right now.

Magnificious Walk/Part III/Final

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:15:29 GMT

Don't pause John Butler. The music adds to this video. *nod*

AFTER Note:
That fence wasn't always there. Rian and I went frolicking through that yard once. x_x;;; It was just so big and grassy and asking to be frolicked in. I'm sure we aren't the only ones, though, if it drove the people to put up a fence. But...still can't help but feel kinda bad for it.

Parents picked me up along this road.

And this is where we ate. "Anthony's Beach Cafe." It's right by a boat-dock and overlooks the Puget Sound. I like the atmosphere around it but I hate the restaurant. Their pasta dishes are too greasy and besides those the only vegetarian option is the Cob Salad. Gets old and tasteless.

After dinner we went out and watched the sunset.

Loverly picture of mum.

<3

Magnificious Walk/Part II

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:02:34 GMT

You can imagine with the warm weather all the motorcyclists were coming out. I saw SO many of them, especially on this long, pretty road. Then there was a band of them, 10 of them, maybe. And they went driving by me, honking there little horns. xD And I was like, "oh yes, bikers love me." And waved. But really, I love little things like that! The sun makes so many people so much happier and then random greetings of joyee spread the happiness. I got about 3 random whoopings from passerby cars - kind of assume it was for my hair because I only started getting enthusiastic whoops when I got orange hair.

Puget Sound. I <3 the water~~~

Zoomed shot from where I was.

The smell of these have the softness of butter and milk and the sweetness of sugar cane.

Got to this little lookout spot and stood up on the bench with all of this presented before me. Ahhhsigh.

...Part III...

Magnificious Walk/Part I

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:02:15 GMT

I went for an amazing walk a few weeks ago. It had been neutral weather all week, in the 50's (fahrenheit). And then we had this 80 degree day! It was a special day because it went back down to 50 the next day and then down to 30 the next week (I think?) and snowed! Anyhow, I walked from my house to Downtown Edmonds which took maybe 2 hours before my parents picked me up along the way and we went to meet my sister at a restaurant in Downtown Edmonds.

I took lots of pictures and because I enjoyed my walk so much I thought I'd make a tribute to it here. The weather is slowly getting warmer, I think. But the blossoms are now starting to fall off the trees.

A lot of these are blurry because I took them as I was walking.

DO ME A FAVOR!!!
Click this link in a new window, either listen to the guy talk and look back at my pictures as he's playing. Otherwise, skip ahead to 1:27 and look at my pictures while he plays. The guy is a genius and this song made it on the final mix of my Spring mix CD. When you're done with the pictures, go watch him play the rest of the song. <3

My eyes are so dark, they look creepy. Do they always look creepy and souless and depthless? XD Ahahaha. I remember in 3rd grade people being like "OMG YOUR EYES ARE BLACK!" And I was like, "no they aren't..." And it still made people freak out.

...Part II...

AND, OH!!!

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:37:34 GMT

On a COMPLETELY unrelated term---

As a musician I have been buddha'd!!!

...awakened.

Not to be confused with abstract terms of inspired.

But really.

Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:35:49 GMT

RESPECT THE BLACK MAN.

Great voice. Thank you for the steel drums!

Dream...

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 19:11:06 GMT

Had a really weird dream last night. I remember at the beginning of the dream, Rian and I were going on a week long trip to England. We were doing a homestay but when we got there she came down with something and had to go home. (Might've come from the idea that I wanted to try doing a study-abroad in England but then I was like "maybe we should try Japan in the Spring? And Rian would be there." ;D)

And then in a completely different dream that may have been distantly connected I was somewhere...and I was. I don't know what I was doing. I was in this neighborhoody place where there were a lot of pleasant houses and the entire atmosphere was nice. But there was no one around. But this person I came across had like...a pineapple? And I was like, "oh, where did you get it?" "In a yard up that way." So I walked up the road to look for the pineapple tree/bush? But didn't find it.

Somewhere along the way something occurred to me. And I was like "oh no! I have to get back!" So I turned around and was going back the other way. And I came across these small stores and I was like "I should buy gifts for my friends for Valentine's day". I passed someone I didn't recognize on my way passed a store and they were trying to talk to me or offer help for something but I ignored him and walked on fairly casually, like I expected him to disappear if I just pretended he wasn't there. But I think he followed me. But I wasn't afraid of him.

I got into a store and was walkind down the isles. There was someone there, too. A worker. But I had to keep out of site of him for some reason. And I was walking the isles, looking for the right gifts for my friends. But then someone else entered the store and I was like "oh shit!" And made to hide from them as they began walking the isles. Now I had two people to hide from. And I was hiding and could have been seen but I wasn't but as I made for the door I was almost seen and the guy that had been trying to help me earlier was there, a tall fellow, and I hopped behind him and wasn't seen by the others. But then when I made to escape the shop, just a few more steps away, and I was seen. And it was the most frightening thing. And I ran, down a hall that the exit of the store lead into. And I came to this room but it didn't have an exit so I had to turn and run back up the hall where they were already onto me and started chasing me.

Along the way, I came across a young girl who I don't recognize but I knew her in my dream and I was like "come on! We need to get out of here!" And so she followed and we eventually found an exit into a strange backyard that was filled with snow and blossom trees. It was pretty. But we ran and had to fall on our knees behind some bushes as to not be seen as our pursuers came into the yard. We crawled and somehow I knew a door was there in the fence, disguised as just another piece of fence and I crawled through. But the girl didn't come for some reason. She couldn't.

So I was pretty much safe once I got out but I had to go all the way around and sneak my way back to the yard to get to the girl. Fortunately, I got there and she was there and no one else was. But I had to urge her to follow me. And when I made it to the fence I had a terrible, terrible feeling about going through but it was the only way. And sure enough, on the other side were two men with rifles, waiting for us.

I don't know what just happened here but I was pretty sure we were caught but I'm not sure if one guy accidentally shot the other guy and blew half of his head away? And the girl and I were able to run. But the guy who was now missing half of his head still followed us, crawling at us in a disturbing, fast way. And I woke up sometime after that. The picture of that man crawling still disturbs me. x_x

Do you trust your government?

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 03:10:25 GMT

I think good people can be good presidents and I think lesser-good people can be good presidents. I don't think there's any real way of knowing until they're there. If someone's putting all that time and money into trying to become president, do you think they won't not lie no matter how little just to gain favor? Do you think not everyone lies sometime in their debates or speeches? But if they do lie, does that mean they'll make a bad president? Government lies all the time (and often times with perfect reason). How do you know when and what not to believe? Or to believe? The people aren't the strongest when it comes to government.

With this take on the situation, does it even make sense trying to convince someone/me to vote? It's perfectly reasonable not to, right?

Bababa.

Book Reviews?

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 18:25:45 GMT

(Perhaps this is a subconscious inspiration from Kira, who did movie reviews on her page. But I just finished this book several days ago and I'm also reading 3 other books right now and I was like "Am I ever going to remember I even read these?" So I was like, let's keep track of them! Book reviews! And if you read them, I hope I inspire. =3 Note, I'm a spoiler-safe person.)

Book Review #1: Ju-On by Kei Ohishi
I was at Half Price books, lounging back and forth across the horror section when I came across this book. I'm not a fan of the movie at all but I had some good feeling about the book. The cover says that it's "Based on the International Film Sensation" but don't let that faze you. If you read it you never would have known that it didn't come first without the cover screaming it at you. "Ju-On," the book says on one of it's first pages. "The curse of a person who dies while holding a very strong hatred or rage. This curse accumulates in the place where that person lived, and becomes a 'karma'. Anyone who comes in contact with this curse dies, and the curse is recreated anew." So in general, it's about people who have entered the house. It's no simple "haunted house," mind you! It's graphic detail, indepth background information and writing style is completely original and it was just what I needed at the time. I was already reading a few other books but this book is a short read with a lot in it. Kei Ohishi doesn't waste time with small irrelivant entertainments that don't disturb. And yeah, this book was pretty disturbing. So if you like horror, I recommend this book completely. There are a series of characters. Most of them I didn't really like (not to say I disliked), but I did come across a couple characters I became rather fond of. So maybe there's enough characters that you gotta like at least a couple. All in all, I might give it an 8 out of 10 rating. There was nothing really bad about it except some parts were a little repetitive. But the writing is straight to the point enough that you get the idea and you can buzz over some parts. But the book was good enough in that there were points that would just completely get me and I'd have to pause from reading to utter a wide-eyed "woah!" It even got to a point where I wondered if it was based on a real legend...

If you read the book, let me know what you think of it. =3 And you can borrow my book if you want, no matter where you are. I know most of you are kind of a stretch away. I'm a believer in the re-use of books.

A Hammering Alarm (Clock)

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 15:18:46 GMT

My parents are having the kitchen re-done. Did I mention that? We currently have literally nothing in our kitchen. Island is gone, counters, cupboards, everything. Only the walls and floor remain.

I've been pretty fine with it and the noise has been bearable. Just until they come at 7:30 in the morning and wake me in my 5th hour of sleep. D< I'm annoyed.

Eghad.

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 04:52:42 GMT

I just checked my messages and got a call from my crying Grandmother. o_< She called my house and heard I was out on a walk and she was worried about me being out so late. I can't feel guilty for being out late walking but now I feel terribly bad for upsetting her like that. DAMMIT, this evening was so perfect.

Oh well!

Overcome One Fear, Get Another

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 04:41:54 GMT

Ohhh, for orgasmic walks!!!

I left for a walk a around 7, maybe? And just got back, around 9:20. It was an ever so great walk. I walked with nowhere to go, nowhere in mind. "I'm going nowhere," I thought.

But in more basic terms, I headed towards the nearest bus stop, just 10-minute walk from home, maybe less. Of coures, I was maybe 45 seconds away from the stop when the bus went driving on by, and another bus wouldn't be along for another 30-40 minutes or so. Fortunately, I was going nowhere so it wasn't really a problem. I just walked on down the road and on to the highway where I went to another bus stop, rather in the mood for getting on a bus. The walk there is a bit longer. Fortunately, when I got to that stop I only had to wait about 10 minutes for the next bus. Got on the bus, road for a short while on down to where Joann's Fabrics is. Got off, wandered down the road. Came across Big Lots. Went in to see if I might find Jury there. Didn't see him. So as I was leaving I texted him to ask if he still worked there. "Word," said the silly little gangster. Asked if he was there. He said he was on his way there. (Woah, what a weird coinsidence.) I asked him when he'd be there. He said he just needed to drop something off. I told him I was in the area. He said he just left the place. I told him to find me, he didn't respond. I called him an ass and went on back to the highway. Walked a decent way on down the road, back towards home. A man pulled up next to me and asked if I wanted a ride. I told him I was "out for the walk, but thank you," and I tried to sound gracious enough just in case he wasn't a rapist and murderer. Even though he kinda had an unsafe vibe. Then I continued on, thought about how much it sucks being the generally physically weaker gender, cursed the world a little bit. But much later on down the road I wondered if it sucked as much being the physically stronger gender? Men are a lot less likely to get picked up while hitch hiking and women have it much easier. That's why when women and men hitch hike together the man usually stands away so that the woman can attract a car. Oh, sex-politics. Got back on the bus. Got to say hi to who just happened to be the same bus driver that I got in the opposite direction. Got off at the QFC when I meant to get off a couple stops later. So I just walked that much longer. Stopped by the park, swung on the swings. I always get a rush when I jump off the swing but I didn't jump tonight because my right knee was acting strange with all the walking. I have weak knees. Then I came back towards home, the song on my ipod wasn't over, so I went into the woods.

Yeah! It was nighttime and I went into the woods??? And I wasn't even scared at all. I was just oh so completely at peace and with a certain reality that made me feel happy about wandering down into the woods before climbing my way back out and finally coming home.

And that's that. I want to walk a lot more. I waste a little too much.

My mom and I get in so many fights. You all probably know that by now. Is it normal? Does everyone disagree with their mother as much as I do with mine? It's funny that you can live with someone for 19 years and get into such fights with them. My mom's still trying to parent me and I try to tell her that I am who I am by now and that if I'm gonna be changing it's gonna be on my own.

Well. I'm gonna go...make tea or something and maybe read. <3

Weather, Whether it Inspires

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 00:52:27 GMT

I made a mix yesterday and it turned out to be so perfect to me that I would like to offer it up to anyone else who might want it? (Or rather, I would like to send it out to everyone on my friendlist. =3) It was actually a playlist of over 300 songs on my ipod but I went through the rather tough process of narrowing it down to a select number of songs. I know I could just make a playlist or send files but mail and physical CD's are so much more fun, I thought I'd love to burn them and send them out. And I should hope that the GIFT of MUUUSIC shall joy you. And that perhaps you will go for a walk as you listen to it and get some relieving sorts of peace. So just comment or email me if you are curious about my lovely-warm-weather-walking song-set and include your address and I'll take care of everything else. =3 MajesticJac@gmail.com is the address I've been kinda trying to transfer friend-emails to.

Or if you'd rather, I can just give you the list of songs. xD Take away all the fun.